May 9th of last year was a very strange day in my life. I woke up in a little hotel room 100 miles from home, and began to get ready to go to my beloved uncle's funeral. Marty died of ALS, only 8-9 months after his diagnosis. The degenerative disease appeared slowly at first, slurring his speech, but ramped up quickly. June of 2011 we were at his surprise 60th birthday party and nobody knew anything was wrong. The doctors had said his slightly slurred speech was a side affect of a medication he was on. A month or so later came the diagnosis- a speech pathologist's hunch confirmed by another doctor. We lost him the following April.
He was the best uncle. Crazy, adventurous, caring, compassionate, grounded and faithful. His family was the most important thing in the world to him, and his dedication to me would often bring him down to San Diego, 100 miles from his Orange County home. He was there for every birthday, Thanksgiving, graduation, or even every play I was in. Even when I just had a chorus part. And it wasn't just me- he was that involved in the lives of everyone- his siblings, cousins, second cousins, his own aunts, his two daughters and three grandchildren, and his church family. He would call me once or twice a week just to check in. The phone calls never lasted more than 40 seconds, but that was all the time he needed to say hi, make sure Dan and I were both doing well, and to say that he loved me. It was Fall of 2011 when the phone calls stopped. His speech function had diminished by that point.
So there I was, sitting in that hotel room on May 9th of last year, wondering how I was going to get through that day. I had written a song to play and sing about him at the service, and I was doubting if I had the courage and composure to hold it together. I distracted myself by checking my email on my phone. I got an email that I was NOT expecting, and I think I can honestly say it changed my life. The subject said "Graduate Application Status." This is what I read:
Dear Alicia,
Upon recommendation of the faculty, I am pleased to inform you that you have been admitted to graduate study at San Diego State University for the Fall 2012 semester. On behalf of the faculty, students and staff, I welcome you to the University and express our shared hope that your studies here will be both productive and rewarding.
I was shocked. I ran across the hotel barefoot in my pj's and banged on my parent's hotel room door. They were both still asleep. My mom groggily opened the door and I ran in and jumped on the bed, unable to contain my joy.
Uncle Marty would have been so excited.
This year has flown by. A year of grad school, and a year of firsts without him around. I didn't get to tell him about the crazy people I have met this year and election season was not nearly as comical without all his political jokes.
Isn't it strange though, how a year that is full of so much sadness can also be full of so much joy at the same time? This really has been one of the best years of my life- I have learned so much, and am studying a subject I am truly passionate about. I'm halfway done with this masters now. Next year at this time, I'll be graduating with my M.A. in Linguistics. I can't even begin to imagine, with his out of control sense of humor, what kind of things he would have said about me being a linguist. I probably would have gotten annoyed by them, because he always said the same jokes over and over until we all couldn't stand them anymore. He was a hurricane of energy. I'll miss him on graduation day, for sure.
Looking back, I guess I see May 9th of last year as an interesting turning point in my life. It was the day I said goodbye to one of the most solid people I have ever known- an example of Christ's love and what a family is supposed to be like- but also the day that I see as the start of this adventure that I'm currently on. Even though I don't get the weekly phone calls anymore, I will always associate him with my linguistic embarkation, and I think that's pretty neat. I'm so thankful for the time I did have with him, and he inspires both Dan and I to be the best uncle and aunt we can be to our nieces and nephews.
This is us at the ALS walk, in October of 2011. This is the last picture we took together. He had already lost his ability to smile, but you can tell he's trying. About 25 of us had the privilege to walk with him on Team Marty that day. It was a lovely chance to be there for the man who had always been there for each of us.

We miss you, uncle Mart! Can't wait to see you again someday.